a pathetic wimp
That's exactly what I've felt like since I started back to work. I was so excited to get to go back to a classroom. Each day I am thrilled for the gift of getting to work with each of these wonderful kids. I missed it so much when I had to go on medical leave last year and honestly didn't know if I'd get to go back. I am thankful for each day of my life.
It has been harder than I ever imagined though. I feel like I am fighting with my body to get through the day. It's become more difficult as the year has gone on. It's been so hard to understand because my lungs have improved soooooo much. Why have I been so exhausted? Why am I such a pathetic wimp?
Dr. Olson referred me to hematologist, Dr. Stabler at University Hospital for my iron deficiency and low blood counts. The veil was lifted as Dr. Stabler matter-of-factly explained everything at my appointment. It's my blood's fault! I'm apparently about FIVE PINTS low on blood. My body has been fighting this blood battle for a year now and I've finally been introduced to a doctor who is ready to help me. She said she can't believe I'm functioning and working on a daily basis. I can't explain how much better this made me feel. I've been beating myself up thinking I'm just puny! The best part is that this doctor not only recognized my problem, but she is determined to reverse it. Yay for good news!
I'm scheduled for five IV iron infusion sessions at the University Infusion Center. I can't wait to feel the positive results! I mean seriously, this is only a year overdue..... ;)
