Not yet though. I have to realize I'm still a work in progress & my body and doctors really are doing all they can do.
I have to believe there's still hope!
Yep, it happened. I'm back in the hospital. I've been teaching again for a whopping 2-3 weeks & caught a virus that won almost immediately. I can't help but be completely frustrated and disappointed. I thought all the time on medical leave would make me stronger... Give my body the rest it needed to better handle this world of 6 & 7 year olds that I cherish so.
Here I am though. Back in Rose. IVs, high doses of steroids, antibiotics ~ the whole blasted shebang. I feel so helpless at times. All I want is to work & stop hurting my loved ones with this ridiculous cycle.
I have to focus on the bright side. That's how I'll get through for now. I have people in my life who love me and doctors who care. There's also hope that this will be a short stay because Dr. Olson admitted me as soon as home meds became ineffective. These are things I can hold onto and be thankful for.
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