I don't deserve to complain about being sick. Compared to other school years, I haven't had as many actual infections this year. Maybe the transition from the classroom really has made a difference. I've been out for so many other health reasons, it's just hard to know why my body is doing what it's doing. Regardless of the reason, I've had a good run & when you look at the odds & history, I guess I was due. Seriously though, for the record, I just have to say, pneumonia is a beast.
It has a way of taking you at your weakest and highlighting all you are struggling with. I had just completed my first full week of teaching since early September. It just seems ridiculous that I can not make it seven days without wimping out. I've withdrawn from friends and family this week because I don't want anyone to know how bad I feel. Also, I totally don't have the sick days for being this sick. Pneumonia should seriously be a four letter word.
