I feel Peace, yet I don't really know anything???

Apparently the patience card was played, so I had to wait a bit longer to hear from Dr. Olson. ;)  I went out on a limb, trusting her more than Dr. Thompson, and I cancelled the bone marrow biopsy. I discovered she hadn't called me because she had been waiting for Dr. Thompson to return her call. It turns out he is currently on a four week vacation in Greece. (how convenient) She finally stopped waiting and called me back today!

My peak flows have been steady between 260-310. That's not good by any measure but, I'm NOT on steroids and I'm NOT sick! I'm happy - I'm content - I could live the rest of my life like this and be SOOOOO thankful. I know I don't feel great, but my gosh, this is the closest to great I've been in so long that I'm willing to take it. Dr. Olson insisted that I deserve more, and 260 isn't good enough by any measure. In fact, it's too close to being dangerously low. She is positive that there is more that can be done for me. She reminded me about how rough the school year was for me & said this is the time to change things. That was enough for me. I want a chance to go back to the classroom more than anything. I was all in.

While we were on the phone, she put the orders in for Courtney, my scheduler to try (like a magician) to fit all the tests & doctors in one week in July. What a task! She should call me in the next week or two with an update.

So, the really cool thing is that I feel complete peace about this now. The funny thing is that I still don't know anything! I don't know when I'm going, what they are going to do, or even if they will figure anything out. I believe though. For some reason, I believe with more comfort and passion than ever before. I know this has all been All for Good, and so much of the time none of it has made sense. But right now, all I know is God is in control and things really are gonna get better this time. ;)