I spent the morning with Kristy. I filled her in on what happened Friday night. This triangle of doctors is so complicated~communication doesn't seem to flow! She did every test that she thought Dr. Thompson would want and ordered the EGD/stomach biopsy & high resolution chest CT both to be completed before my next appointment on June 7th. She insisted that I stay on 40 mg of prednisone daily until they figure something out. (Anyone who knows me, knows how much that order bothered me).
On my way to work I called National Jewish to leave a message for Dr. Olson as she had requested on Friday evening. I gave the nurse the details of the CBC, the angio-CT, and the plan for the HR-CT & EGD. Since we had just spoken at length on Friday, I didn't expect her to return my call today. I was simply reporting back results.
At the SBDM meeting I was crushed when Leigh Ann announced they had hired the 2nd grade teacher to replace me next year. I stepped out of the room to pull myself together. A minute later she came over baffled by my sadness. It was just a tough thing for me to let go of, I told her I just needed time. This whole thing has been so hard. I feel like I've been dangling by a thread while I'm hiding a huge secret from my team and crumbling on the inside. One day Leigh Ann would report to me that it looks like I'll be able to stay at Southern and possibly even work with the 2nd grade team and other days she says Lucy Overall will get the position and I'll be sent to another school. At this moment though, I wasn't thinking about any of that, I was purely overwhelmed with the stab of my classroom being taken by another teacher. My students, my room had just been given to some new teacher and I simply needed a few minutes to deal with it. She was convinced it was about the intervention position though, and began spilling her guts like an open floodgate. She told me I got the job as 2nd grade interventionist and would get to stay with my team. What?? Wow? How? When did this happen? Huh? I was so confused, thankful, shocked, and baffled... Is this all I had to do all along, walk away teary eyed to get her to man up and make a final decision about my job!?!? Then she cried and asked for forgiveness and a hug.
What a day!
Well, it wasn't over, much to my surprise, the phone rang at 6:15 and it was her....yes...Dr. Olson. She never ceases to amaze me. She wanted to know how I was feeling and to let me know that she and Dr. Katial had a long meeting about me this morning. ???? What?? I thought? Did I hear her right? Two doctors in Denver had a meeting about me? Why? She said they discussed what's been going on with me and think it would be a good idea to have me come back out this summer and start from scratch with testing so they can get to the bottom of things. They would like for me to see the rheumatologist there and have the bone marrow biopsy there as well. My mind was racing as she spoke. I didn't even expect a call, much less such a load of information. OK, okay...
